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A shirt hanging on the self
waiting for someone to to purchase
waiting to be worn
waiting to be the one.. for the owner
A pair of shoes place on display
waiting to be put on
waiting to be on the street
waiting to be branded by a star.. by the owner
A life brand new
waiting to be accepted
waiting to be trusted
waiting for the time to pass so a brand new life can emerge.. by God
Lots of thoughts and lost of feeling. Word seem so ineffective in expressing myself.. or is it my command of the English language has become so weak i cannot integrate- feeling and words? i wonder...
Lord i pray that lord u release your floodgate of love upon this place and the people in my life.. allow them, he or she, to experience your love so greatly that every spirit of death and hurt to be gone. i say to the devil be gone! this place on earth has no place for you. Not my life not my friend s's life not my family's life.. GO! lord if its your will , well lord take the hurt away and let it be on the cross and let it be that lord you are real in our life.. i thank you for you are a good God and you never stop loving.. never stop being faithful..
Amen
Love
D.onkey
God.. please intercede..
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| hey there,
Been awhile since i last wrote my post on this Xanga dairy of mine.
First of all, to all those who read my blog.. thanks for reading. Hope you like the poems.. =)
well started working part time in a bar and boy is it tiring! cleaning and ordering and hoping to not make a mistake...
hai, guys i cant really express myself so i guess i'll write a poem okay?
At a corner
Cool evening breeze passes me
as i sat alone and pray "let me be"
a bottle of booze
my mind go wild with, "whose is this?"
i wish i COULD lie in bliss
Question fills me up
like cup full of liquor
the drowns men in sorrows.
Will i still be sober?
in this reality that hurts ?
i wish i could STILL lie in bliss
An almighty God
that made me go "lord lord!"
on knees i pray
my yoke is heavy.
let suffering pass by like the clouds above
that floats with the wind,
A man can ONLY wish to lie in bliss...
night fall
a little girl when home in hand with a doll
i looked from afar
to wish i can only end this with a "HA"
i wish YOU can lie in bliss
Dalston
thanks for reading..
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| The father i know...
you hug me with love
you gave me care
you taught me to serve
you love me with your blood
the father i know
you showed me grace
while i was a child
you bestow me gift
while i was a child
the father i know
time after time, you run after me
like the sun always set on the west
you never give up on me
like how a lover chase after thee
the father i know
by the cross, you shed the blood of love
by the suffering, you show the pain of grace
by the sadness, you gave hope to the lost
by the broken bone, you mend the broken heart
the father i know..
Dear lord how i have sin against you.. forgive me ans go easy on me.. never leave me father..
D.onkey
PS: i pray this poem would show you that the father's love is real and he would never give up on you...
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"the bottom half is God's plan in my life..."
I once heard about this illustration.
"life is like a 5 inch string. 2 inches are our values and intelligence of how we live out life, the other 3 inches is our faith in God."
What it means is that we really to need to have the capacity to have faith in the Lord in order to live our life to the fullest. I guess Christianity has always been an irony to man on earth.Total surrender to HIM is not totally in being not control of your life. Such profound words is found in the book "God is my CEO"
Well i just got back from the Bintan lagoon retreat with a group of my church buddies and boy was i looking forward to it. It was a rush on the first day as we have to carry lots of our bags and food towards the lagoon. Things has been good as i was able to relax in the beach and to seek God on my own..i remember i was walking down the road to the other villas and as i walking out i look up and cant help but notice how beautiful the night sky was at Indonesia. The sky was cloth with the brightest stare i had ever seen.. such beauty.. such sight... i never wanted to leave the place..
And as i hop onto the buggie and drove around the estate...i stop by the beach and i was just looking out and i was saying.. "God i am so tired about the things that are happening and me losing control of this driver sit.. Lord i feel i am spinning out of control and i dont know where i was going.. God i can see whats ahead of me.. father.. i am afraid..." sitting in my own room now.. i could remember the emptiness inside then...
My retreat and my after thoughts are slowly beginning to flow into as i continue to ask God to show me ....
"Trust onto the Lord and lean not on your own knowledge" i guess beliving in God isn't the tough part.. having faith in him and trusting that all things will fall into place and letting go and letting God is the hardest part... well at least for me..i pray that as i let go .. God will change the situation in my life and change the life of the people around me..
i guess this pray of my life is called.. "God i let go.."
By the way, i am so keen on getting a tattoo to make this phrase of my life...
i think its so cool...
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| Sitting in front of my laptop. I looked through the my old post and i have realized that I'm often incline to using this opening sentence...
My head is spinning, my heart losing it pulse, i close my eyes.. and all i see is darkness filling up...
Lord, i am sick of my life and the way i have lived for the pass years.. endless emotional roller coaster i had been riding on.. lord, i am holding on to my bible, but my ways are not straight.
Honestly i feel like crying so badly. I feel like yelling, and throwing my temper. But somehow.. i don't seem to be able to do anything.. i cant seem to be able to feel my heart, as if my life is slowly fading away from this shell...
Where are thee, my Lord!
Why have thee forsaken me!
What have thy done , oh king!
Oh lord, let my cup pass...
How my enemies have cover thy servant..
The clashing of swords and arrow are pierce into me
Thy bones are press hard against the ground
thy blood flows out... it feeds thee enemies..
Show me thee light
make my path oh father
carry me of lord...
for i am weak and helpless...
I praise thee in my storm
The maker of heaven and earth
Your mercy overflow...
You bore my cross
Amen..
Lord, i cant seem to set my thinking right.. all i know is there is a God out there and i have been sinning.. lord i am sick of it.. forgive me lord.. for i am only a human ...
Take my life...
this part of my life is called : Burn out... Eyes close
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